Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Enjoying my "Goon"

Sorry for the delay writing. I had a bad 3 days in a row followed by 4 REALLY good days followed by 1 so so day followed by 2 good days. I have started to see a pattern that has brought me great comfort. My bad days are always at the beginning of the week after over doing it on the weekends. I want to enjoy my weekends with the kids but need to take it easy. REST is the key element here. It is a great sign that I have good days, things are working in the right direction. I went to my Dr appt. on Tuesday but after getting there found out it was on Mon. so we rescheduled for Friday. I did speak with Dr. Oro's assistant at the Chiari institute in Colorado. She was SOOOO helpful and informative. I told her what I have been experiencing and she confirmed that it is all normal. I won't feel "corrected" for 6 months to a year. The things that I have been feeling are normal and take time. She explained some details about nerves repairing and muscle restriction that put me at ease. I also spoke to her about my short term memory loss and she confirmed that it is VERY normal after this type of surgery. She suggested I get some brain teaser books to get things stimulated and going again. I am confidant I am on the road to recovery!

I have learned so much during this journey about myself, life and living. We all live such a fast paced life that we never stop to "Enjoy a goon". Ok so here's the story with the Goon. I was hustling around town one day with multiple appointments and conference calls scheduled. I decided I wanted to go to Boling's for lunch because I LOVE their Crab rangoon aka "goon". So I'm on a conference call and eating as if someone is going to snatch my plate out from under my nose. (on mute of course and I was paying attention :)) I happen to notice a lady sitting across from me who picks up her yummy goon, breaks it open and smells it then takes a small taste and gets a huge smile on her face. I thought to myself "Wow, she really is stopping to enjoy her goon." I looked down and mine was gone and I hadn't even really noticed or enjoyed eating it. I sat there thinking about all the things I rush through and don't stop to really enjoy. So I now have a personal mission to stop and enjoy my goon in the future. It seems like we are always doing and going and not enjoying the things that make the world go round. Being at home for this amount of time has been very difficult for me but I have been able to enjoy things that I had taken for granted in the past. Laying out on the hammock is so relaxing and peaceful, why haven't I done that more often! Taking this time to read some books I have wanted to read or watch movies I have wanted to watch has been a great pleasure. Life can change in the blink of an eye and I want to know that I have enjoyed everything I can while I can. I wish you all a life filled full of "enjoying your goon"!!!

3 comments:

  1. I have been reading your blog b/c I know your in laws very well and now I feel like I know you. You have said this so wonderfully - about enjoying your "whatever". God does use some extreme measures to get us to pay attention to our "goons". Blessings on you and your family as you continue to recover.
    Beckye Steele

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  2. Amy, I love your goon story, it makes one realize that the little things may not be so little after all:) Prayers and hugs
    Stacey Adden

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  3. Amy, I loved this post! So awesome & really put things into perspective for me. I have really enjoyed reading your blog & pray that you continue on this recovery road and feel better & better everyday. I know you are such a blessing to your family & to all of us who read your blog. Get some rest & enjoy this long weekend with your family.

    kelly

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